Jappy

I have a lot on my mind that I could write about. There has been a lot of shit going down at Mayo's but I will save that for when I have my own computer back. I just wanted to say that I am jappy that our family has stuck together for the most part and I hope that all the people who haven't comeback yet will come back in time. I'm looking at you AIP.

Keeping The Faith

I've been asking myself a question lately and that question is: Do I still see myself as an MCR fan? Over the last couple of months GW has been acting funny slowly killing the respect I had for him and the band. I have been very critical of him. But that was just my way of fighting my urge to just say fuck it all and give up on the band all together.

Now some new concert footage has come out. Not only does he tell the audience to fuck themselves he says he wants to hear it. Most of the crowd is under age girls. Who know no better than to start faking an orgasm. Than he says one of their songs is about sucking dick for cocaine. I know he was joking but I don't find that funny.

Is that what I have to look forward to if I continue as a fan. GW's lame ass Jimmy Urine impersonation. But why stop there I'm sure there are acts out there that make msi sound tame. Who will be GW's next new best friend who will inspire the next album. What dirt and vermin will he bring to the fore front of the music industry next.

So I sit here now wondering what happen to that band I use to love so much. What happen to that lead singer I use to respect. Will it ever come back, will i still be around if it does? I've lost something and I don't know if I will ever find it again, in a band called MCR or anywhere else.

Family

It seems are nice little family is dead because of a blogger and a few posters. I really don't like the fact that this is all playing out in front of the people who have laughed at us. I wish it had ended differently.

I thought I was the only one who felt the way the others do. Hurt and betrayed. What do they expect us to feel. For over a month they had been doing this. I don't hate them and I wish them no ill will but now the warnings that some of the anons gave us have come true. And it hurts like hell.

Smiles and False Words

Today I found out that Frank my in fact like that piece of shit band msi. I'm not sure what exactly to believe right now. Does Frank in fact like this band or is he just saying this because the alternative could be worse. What could be worse than being forced to say you like a shitty band. I wonder

Whatever the reason is I hold no ill will towards Frank if he really likes this band that is alright because he never forced this band down our throats the way Gerard did. Don't get me wrong I'm not giving Frank a free pass on this. Believe me if I were his friend I would have words with him on this matter. Yes I would.

I will still go to Mayo's blog and I will still put my voice out there against this shitty band, it's just now I will be speaking to two people instead of one.

To the man in msi that was with Frank. As if he will ever read this. Keep thinking that we our jealous of Gerard and Lynz if that's what helps you get the through the day. I know that if i played in a band that was so shitty that it had to use low class shitty shock rock lyrics and have a member of the band marry someone with more fame and credibility to get notice, I would be grasping at ever little straw out there that might be able to give me a shred of credibility and dignity. Keep on grasping man maybe one day you will actually believe it your self too.